I know this sounds really bad and I would probably never actually want this done to me but I sometimes pleasure myself while having a fantasy of several men using me for their pleasure. I am always tied up and defenseless, legs spread out wide for all the access they want, I imagine different ways for my mouth to be kept open not able to stop them from deep throating me.
I have never understood why this fantasy gets me going so much and I have toys to help me live it out some what by using dildos in place of several men. I literally gag myself trying to suck it all down, squat over this really oversized dildo taking it to the bottom while I suck on the other one.
I think I need help but then again it might be a lot of fun.
