I used my asexual (now ex) girlfriend as a fucktoy and i feel guilty but it’s also really hot.
Several years ago when i was in college around 21, I started dating this really cute younger girl (18) long distance and she had never even kissed before. When she visited me finally, she was asexual very submissive and wanted to please me and god help me, I didn’t think even twice about using her to enact my porn fantasies. We made out and when I got hard, I pushed her head down and told her how to lick and suck on my cock and even after she gave me a pleasurable time with her tongue, I used my hands to force her lips down to the base and fucked her face. The gagging noises she made were so fucking satisfying and I even held her down for a few seconds when she struggled to pull away and breath and she didn’t like it i could tell but never complained even when i asked. i loved how hot her throat was, the sensations when she gagged and choked and teared up and looked up at me….just damn.
So i kept fucking her face too get off since she was nervous about sex at first. Her being ace basically meant she didn’t get turned on or get much out of sex but she loved the idea of being wanted and desired, the idea of me fucking her and cumming was fun for her. In theory anyway. Now she didn’t get turned on enough for me to fuck her pussy easily so instead, i suggested anal and she said yes. I got rock hard and pushed her into doggy position and god she had a tight little ass. I used a bit of lube and teased her with my index finger then, without warning i pushed my cock up her tight asshole. I remember her asking “is that your thumb?” “Nope” “Oh…god. That’s big” as i just pushed it further in and she buried her face in the pillow and groaned. It was so tight and warm and i just started pounding her and hearing her grunt and groan as i used her ass to get off was so good and i didn’t last long like ten minutes but she said it felt like an hour and was so uncomfortable. i had always fantasized about forcing a girl to take it up the ass while it hurt her and this one just accepted it as regular sex, god i was a lucky bastard. We didn’t last much longer unfortunately because long distance is rough but I got to use her ass and throat a few more times first and i look back a bit guilty, it was so hot too. I won’t do anything like that again but I kinda wish i’d taken a video, ya know?
