I've been in a relationship with Don for close to three years and know he wants to marry me.
He does know I was a drug addict but not for the 7 years I was.
I'm clean now for 4 years but Don has no conception of how bad I was.
I not only prostituted myself but did hundreds of blow jobs for 20 bucks.
I was beaten, raped and sodomized 4 times and subjected to a gang bang 3 times from a drug dealing motorcycle club.
The third time I went to rehab I was able to straighten myself out.
Don is a clean cut guy with a wonderful family and I do love him very much.
I don't know how I could possibly tell him how horrible my addiction was and the things I did to obtain drugs.
He is extremely honest with me about everything but I can't bring myself to admit what I was.
I don't know whether to tell him some things or not say anything.
I always fear he will find out about me.
