TW S/H and slewerslide thoughts
i have struggled with self harm and cutting in the past and i recently broke a idk like 4-5 month clean streak and now i cant stop only 1 other person knows and they practically ignored it (not mad at them or anything).
i am stuck and i feel like i am going to do it again. i also am feeling like i am going to kill myself and it hurts so much why am i such a FUCK UP. I just want to be FUCKING NORMAL why do i have to be IN SO MUCH PAIN, it hurt so much and none fucking cares and none should because i]m a worthless piece of shit who deserves to die. I am sorry i just needed a place to vent so i can have some peace of mind