I will start by saying that I was unprepared. I went to a party, a bachelor party. At the party, on the tv, from an old VCR, was a porn movie. Only it was two men, kissing and sucking dick. And licking assholes. And taking dick up the backside. It was a foreign film, a short film, no plot, just two men sucking dick. I became captivated by it. Watching the men kiss caused my dick to get itchy. Watching the men suck dick caused my dick to get hard. Watching the men fuck caused my dick to lose control and wet my pants.
That night, back in my apartment, I couldn’t sleep without masturbating. And the only thing that came to mind was that movie on the television VCR. I got hard just thinking about it, and as I masturbated I had the urge to be kissed, to hold a dick in my hand, to lay down and be the one getting fucked. I could feel it in my anus, I wanted to get fucked. I came in strong orgasm. I slept hard and woke up with my head reeling. I masturbated to that movie over and over, at night, in the afternoon after class. I started looking at guys a lot different. I started to ask myself what if he kissed me?
I went to a place off campus. I had heard about it, it had a reputation. I went after dark, around eleven. I was standing against the wall and a guy stood by me, his beer in his hand. Do you want to dance, he asked me. It was now or never, dancing was embarrassing, he led and I had to follow. He grabbed my neck and pulled my face towards him and kissed me. He said he was horny, let’s leave and make out and get off together. At his apartment, he had a roommate so we were in the living room. He presented his dick to me, unzipped and unbuckled pants, his hard dick in my face. I could only do one thing, was grab his dick and put it in my mouth and start ‘sucking’, which really means licking and kissing. I started to leak in my pants, I couldn’t stop it. I found myself on the couch and he was on top of me, kissing me and groping me, and forcing me under him. Whether by instinct or whatever I raised my legs for him to find my anus and fuck me. I leaked while he fucked me, prostate discharge I learned later.
After sex I was done, I didn’t want to be there. I left and went back to my apartment and masturbated all night long.
