There’s always been something I have kept a secret. Something I was introduced to at 12 years old and that stayed.
At 12 my brother gave me hand jobs every night in our bedroom when everyone was sleeping. I didn’t think much about it but just let him.
At 14 he brought a friend who stayed a few days with us and used the extra bed in our room. His friend told me it was called wanking and that is the secret all my life, about being wanked.
By brothers friend wanked us both off, one after the other in the dark then when he left my brother wanked me. It was nice. This went on till I reached 16. I never touched my brother or his friend, I found it discusting.
I left home at 16. I was still innocent and had no life experience and the very first night I spent in a tiny backstreet room I hired out.
That evening I went to the cinema and a few coffee shops. I made three male friends, all men in their 40s. They were very kind to me and they like my brother wanked me. One under his coat in the cinema, he didn’t stop rubbing me till I came in my jeans. Then the other two I met at coffee shops took me back to their place. One wanked me off standing up as soon as we entered his door and the other I stayed with that night. He wanked me off three times that night.
Days went on and other men. In their rooms and cars, some took me to derelic buildings and wanked me there and it never stopped. Everything was about being wanked by men and it felt really really good.
I had girlfriends too but always had men wanking me, it was as if I knew that men understand a guy needs a good wanking.
It got very kinky. I was wearing ladies tights and vibrating cock rings and the men loved it. Me too.
My last good wanking was 3 days ago in a man’s car, he is married and has two daughters of 16 and 17. He showed me pictures of them dressed of course, while he wanked me. He wanted me to look at his daughter’s while he wanked me.
Now I know when my next wanking will be. The man is 34 years old and told me he loves wanking guys off and does it all the time. He will be wanking me on Tuesday evening, we will meet at an old abandoned factory on the edge of town. So first he will be wanking me standing up. I’ll be wearing ladies tights, he’ll like that. There’s another man that texted me too but he wants me to go to his place, that’s on Friday night. He’s in his 50s and told me he would love to watch me cum for him.
I have many numbers and contacts of guys now. It’s gotten to a need now. I need men to wank me off.
I have always had a dream of living with a man that likes cock in his hands and mouth but never found one that didn’t want more and I’m not into that. It would be bliss to be wanked to sleep every night and woke up during the night for more wanking then in the morning another wank while I’m waking up and then during the day times too.
So guys, it’s good for the mind and body. It’s relaxing. It feels great every time and no you don’t have too be gay. There are many men around you that love wanking cock so try the corner, coffee shops, bars, hang around a little, before you know it a cock loving man will have you in his hands and you’ll absolutely love when he ducks you completely dry. Don’t be shy. Get wanked off by stranger men, they are really good at it.
