I just realized I might be into anal. Ok maybe not a complete surprise.
I’ve been reading romance novels that often have more than one love interest. Which always ends with lots of multiple partners occupying every orifice of the female characters body. Sometimes when I’m reading I’ll go on a porn sight to get a better idea of what the author is trying to convey in words.
Recently I came across a lady using a vibrator with an anal attachment. I watched to see how the toy worked and felt my body wanting to try what it would feel like. I’ve thought about it before but this was the first time I really wanted to feel what it could be like having two at once.
So I used both hands to both rub and fill myself up. Needless to say I can’t believe how much I liked it and feel deeply ashamed at how much I want to try it again. I thought people that like anal were faking it. And I’m concerned something is wrong with me.
It’s bad enough I’m reading such dirty books but then wanting to act on some of the stuff I read makes me think I should go talk with a therapist.
