I am a catholic girl, age 16, and just finally received my Sacrament of Baptism in the teen class on August 23rd. There was me and 5 other teen girls and 4 boys in the class. All 6 of us girls wore the traditional, all white, ‘babygirl’ type baptism outfits which consisted of the poofy, white, short sleeve, top of the knees, baptism dress and matching bonnet with the lace anklets and white maryjane shoes and under our dresses we wore the traditional ‘cloth baptism diaper and rubberpants’ with the tee shirt as our top. Like the other girls in the class, we all felt pure and innocent like ‘babies’ for our baptisms!
To make a long story short, after my party was over my parents took my relatives to the airport, so I was home alone. My boyfriend came over and brought me a card. He got aroused seeing me in my baptism outfit and after a few minutes, he got my dress off of me, then got me to my knees and told me to give him oral sex [a blowjob]. I sucked him until he came in my mouth and I had to swallow his cum. Since then I have been feeling very guilty and ashamed of myself! What can I do?