I'm very much physically attracted to my best friend.
This wouldn't be a problem if our relationship wasn't so centered around touching each other.
And it isn't usually innocent touches either.
For example, she'll put her knee in between my legs or lick my thigh.
FFS she even put one of my legs on her shoulder the other day.
I made how I feel about her very clear a few years ago and suffered a particularly awkward rejection.
But with every innuendo or joke about us having sex, I die a little bit more inside.
I care too much about her and our friendship to end it but I'm not sure how much more of this I can take.
