My husband have filmed our sex act during various occassions which he enjoys while in bed or bathroom and have also shown it to me on our TV stating that it is better to view as pornography and thinking us as porn stars acting in it.
It is true, I too feels horny while watching us in the action from various angles and different positions which are not normally possible while having sex.
He says he loves to watch them when I am not at home rather than viewing the porn over the internet.
Before filming fresh sex act he says the previous ones have been deleted feeling bored off old action.
I do not believe him, off late I am having the feeling that he may have uploaded our sex videos over the internet with his face blurred and myself sucking his cock and enjoying the sex in all dirty positions.
Returning from Office he is always uploading / downloading something on the laptop and internet.
I am worried about the embarrassment I may face if someone knowing us or even unknown persons confronts me with the claim of having seen myself in sex videos in various Porn sites.
Is there any way to find out if such videos are there in internet.
The only real way is to get onto your husband’s PC and have a look at his browsing habits. He may have sites saved in his favorites. Also, if you can find the folder where he stores the films, make a note of how he names them, and then in your own time go onto the most common/popular sites and search for those titles.
Other than that straight up demand to have him show you that the films you have made do not exist.
Depending on where you are in the world, in many jurisdictions there is legislation whereby non-consensual uploading of images or videos constitutes a criminal offence. I am sure this is not the direction in which you wish to go, however, if those films do exist and you are anxious about them the above is the most reasonable course of action.