I am from Brunei, a very Muslim country. When I was in my teens my father was assigned to an Embassy in Europe. We went to a private school for girls. I had to hide my rebellion from my father and mother, I became sexually active with another girl. Two pretty Muslim girls having sex together. I finished secondary school and went to a university in France where I developed a relationship with a French girl. She was very outspoken and I disguised myself with a wig and makeup. I was so in love with her, but I knew she was a time bomb and I had to be careful.
At a reception that my father had for diplomats I was invited, already 22 with an Engineering degree working for a large multinational oil company. I was seated beside this man and he kept putting his hand on my knee under the table. I grabbed his wrist with both hands but he wouldn’t stop touching me. At the table with my father he worked his hand up between my legs until I had to stop fighting and let him touch me. I sat there with my hand on his hand, as he pulled my panties away and found where he could sink his finger in me.
He sent me to the women’s bathrooms to bring him back my panties. I was without panties the rest of the evening, my panties in the pocket of his coat. I held onto the fence around the pond on the embassy grounds while he performed sex on me. I got pregnant. I was sent home and to a boarding school for girls in the interior where I was hidden until the baby was born.
I am a Muslim girl, I have a four year old daughter. I go to France to take my daughter to her father. He has sex with me the entire time I am there. I am now past the age of a decent marriage, and a marriage to a non Muslim is prohibited. My weeks in Europe two or three times a year are my relief, I wait for them to take my daughter. My father is far more open, my mother is not.
