I have been a Christian 20 years,married for 14. I have 2 wonderful boys. about 8 years ago, I cheated on my wife with prostitutes. I felt bad but had no fear of God. It went on to become 2 affairs with different girls I met online. Worst was, one of them got pregnant & we decided to abort the baby! I had committed murder on top of adultery!
Over the next few years, I continually fall into visiting prostitutes a few times a year. I will stop for a while, then fall back hard again!
This year, I went to a Sexoholics Anonymous meeting & it really spurred me to change. I have since stopped all lustful activities, including porn & masturbation & I have been clean for months. I feel good about my repentance.
What I am lacking is confession…I am a real coward but I love my wife & kids…I have changed since 2004 to be a better husband, to connect with my wife & we have a healthy sex life…I am a glutton when it comes to my sexual urge..
Lord, please forgive me… I want to go to heaven when I die… don’t cast me to hell…please…
Confessed by: weakANDbleak