I did a lot of things in my youth that seemed so right at the time but I sit here and hope that my children never hear anything about it.
It is just amazing to me that I had sex for a bag of weed and would sometimes stay and get high with him having more sex with others too.
I agreed to let my mothers husband, who is not my father, do things with me and I got a car out of it. Honestly though, he was very good to me and few men have given me better oral than he did.
I would go to parties getting dropped off and sometimes no one else knew where I was at, these would be advertised on boards in central campus and would be in warehouses or downtown venues that were probably condemned.
My life is far from that now and even my husband does not know most of this about my past but some times I just sit there thinking about it all and hoping it never comes back to haunt me some day.
