I did a lot of things in my youth that seemed so right at the time but I sit here and hope that my children never hear anything about it.
It is just amazing to me that I had sex for a bag of weed and would sometimes stay and get high with him having more sex with others too.
I agreed to let my mothers husband, who is not my father, do things with me and I got a car out of it. Honestly though, he was very good to me and few men have given me better oral than he did.
I would go to parties getting dropped off and sometimes no one else knew where I was at, these would be advertised on boards in central campus and would be in warehouses or downtown venues that were probably condemned.
My life is far from that now and even my husband does not know most of this about my past but some times I just sit there thinking about it all and hoping it never comes back to haunt me some day.
don’t be ashamed about anything,you enjoyed life that’s all.i started selling myself to guys for sex when I was in uni along with my best friend at the time.she knew a guy who pimped girls and we went to see him and we worked for him to help pay for us to get through university.after leaving I met a few guys and then my now husband.he knew everything as I didn’t want secrets and when we decided to get a place of our own and found paying rent,bills etc is not cheap I returned to using my body.i used to pose naked for guys for cash and yes after talking to my then bf now husband I had sex with some too.
I then joined an escort agency when I realised I could earn a decent wage and I became a prostitute for the next few years.i let guys do everything to me and I made a lot of money.we bought a nice house and we now have a daughter and a son and we are very happy.im.not an escort now but occasionally I do have sex with other guys but now it’s because my husband loves to share me and watch Ch guys fuck me.