During college I tried lesbian sex as an alternative to contraception. A lot of girls were doing it, and staying off the pill that way. I became close with one girl and we moved in together and shared a bed together. We were quite active and I grew to enjoy having sex with her. We both finished college never having had sex with a guy.
We tried making a go of it in Colorado but neither one of us were able to get a good enough job to pay rent for just the two of us. We had to share an apartment with four other girls. We had all girl orgies, new girls, older girls, and some younger girls. Ten or twelve naked girls makes you horny. All that pussy and you can’t eat it all.
We separated because we each went home. I tried to convince my parents to help me go to grad school, but I already had a massive student debt problem, and they could not pay for grad school. I got a job and lived at home. I looked at girls, I thought about this and that girl, but I could never get up enough interest to follow through. Then it happened, a guy put me down and had sex with me, he forced fed me his dick and I vomited. He put me in the shower and after the shower he had his turn with me using my anus hole. I woke up with him in his apartment and he put me to cooking eggs and bacon. After breakfast he had sex with me some more, by the time I went home he had sex in my vagina four times and came every time, and once in my anus.
Pregnant I had to face my parents. I didn’t make it to Christmas and was married pregnant in small ceremony. He kept me home after the birth and he got me pregnant soon after. The more he kept me pregnant the better as far as he was concerned. I had a third pregnancy with twin girls. By the time I turned 25 I had four children.
I met a girl and think about her. But I am tied down and don’t have time for anyone. When I got a nanny to help me my husband insisted on a retired school teacher, he doesn’t trust me. My need to hug and hold with this girl is driving me crazy. I want to kiss her, I want to hold her, I want to put my hands on her. It’s not fair to me. I didn’t ask for married life with four children, it was imposed on me. I know she feels the same about me, we talk on the phone and share pictures. I don’t want a platonic relationship.
