Dont Know What To Do!!

I feel as if my life will go in the right direction and I always find a way to mess it up some how, like how do I spend 2000 dollars without thinking. Now i dont have to money to go to school. And replacing the money is even harder (no job), and no wants to hire me. I cant be a failure but it seems no beating it this time. I guess my luck has ran out great, and things were going good. But time for change. Hope things workout.