So, I need to tell you guys what happened with this incredible person I’ve been seeing. You know how it is when you first start falling for someone, but everything feels completely up in the air? That is exactly where I am right now.
We were hanging out, just talking, and I looked at them and honestly said, “Listen, we’re talking away. I don’t know what I’m supposed to say to you, but I’ll say it anyway.” It felt like a massive risk because I am totally out of my comfort zone here. I told them straight up: “Today is another day to find you. I’m shying away, but I’ll be coming for your love, okay?”
I could see they were hesitant, so I just laid it all on the line. I looked them in the eye and begged them: “Take on me. Take me on. I’ll be gone in a day or two.” I meant it, too. Life moves so fast, and I didn’t want us to miss this window.
They looked at me, totally caught off guard, and said that things felt violent and intense, like a shock to the system. But then they smiled and admitted that I was all they ever thought about.
That gave me the confidence to keep going. I told them, “Look, things change. You’re stumbling in your phrasing, and you’re wondering if it’s okay to let your guard down. But is it inside you? Don’t worry about all the things you say to survive the day. Just repeat after me.” And I asked them again to just take a chance on me before the moment slipped away.
I’m not going to lie, it’s scary. The odds feel stacked against us, and it feels like we’re actively walking into a fire. But honestly? It’s unnecessary for us to overthink this or catch the blues. I’m just learning that you have to live all of these highs and lows as they happen.
So, I asked them one last time to take a leap of faith with me. Now, I’m just waiting to see if they’ll actually do it.
