I divorced last year after two years. The last one was so miserable, sexless and lonely I became so bitter I didn’t even want to look at another woman. I know some women destroy their husbands so they are not attractive to women. My ego was crushed and I kept asking myself, why did I let this go on. It was simple abuse even though it wasn’t physical abuse.
Of course it all ended when I found out she was doing it with a guy she works with. Doing it with him while I worked 70 hours a week and then finding out she was hiding money from me. Probably spending it on him as both of them had low paying jobs.
I know everyone thinks I am a fool, a chump, a cuckold loser. But I was raised to think marriage was forever and you worked things out. I met her at a party hosted by a friend of mine. He warned me she is trouble but a lot of fun. He didn’t say at the time but he had fucked her even though he was married.
She needed a ride home from the party as she was a little drunk. A sweet funny drunk but not sloppy drunk. I drove her home she asked me in and just wanted to fuck. I had not had any for a very long time so it was great. I loved how open and fun she was.
The fun part lasted less than a year then things changed. Gone was the fun, no more blow jobs and no matter how hard I tried she was never satisfied in bed and she made that very clear.
And I remember the day she came home and announced she may be pregnant. This happened a few months before we split. Now I know the chances of it not being mine were pretty good. Turns out she wasn’t thank God.
So after we divorced I stayed away from women until one day I met this one very attractive lady when I was shopping. She actually came up to me as I was picking out a part to fix my truck. Yes it was a auto parts place, go figure. She looked really good dressed in jeans a tee shirt that was so tight and no bra. Nice tight little boobs and little nipples poking out. I glanced down once and she caught me, she just smiled like she enjoyed it. I asked her out and dated for a month before we did anything sexual. We went out one night saw a movie and she invited me in I sat down she reached down unzipped me and gave me a fantastic blow job. From then on it was a lot of blow jobs, she would want to suck me all the time even when I was driving. She seemed to have an obsession with it.
Drove by her house one day not meaning anything just as it was on my way, had no intentions of stopping in. There parked in her drive was this big black lifted pick up. I remembered her telling me her ex drove one. I got out walked to her door and looked in the window. Clear view to her living room, he was sitting on a chair she was blowing him hard and I could tell he finished in her mouth.
I didn’t tell her I had seen that and dated her for another six months. I finally told her I had seen her blowing him and asked if she ever stopped. She said she just couldn’t, she has an obsession over giving oral. I asked her well is their others and she just said yes. She admitted to having four different men she gave blow jobs to and of course me. But she said I was the only one she had sex with.
I had to end it.
