My father left when I was four and my mother raised me as a single unmarried woman. She worked as a cafeteria lady at the elementary school. You know who you are, when your Mom is the cafeteria lady. By the time I was old enough to start earning money I had to donate it to my mother for the bills. Later on, when I was older I was allowed to keep a little of it for my spending. I went to college a bit at a time at the local city college and after seven years got a degree in nothing, not good enough even to become a teacher.
I got a job after I got a degree working for a small family owned company. The owner thought it a good idea to have me get naked for him, and he used me until he couldn’t use me anymore but still kept me naked. He is primarily a tit man but really likes me after I shave myself for him. He is really the first man that I get naked for and I can’t get enough of him, every bit of pent up desire for doing dirty sex things. I don’t mind what he does, as long as he is doing it.
I still give my income to my mother for rent and live with her. He rented a small apartment to spend time with me, I got to decorate it. It’s small and inconvenient but cheap and I can get naked for him. I know it’s all wrong what I’m doing and that he is married and it well never lead to anything. But in my own defense, it’s the first time I can just let my hair down and feel like I’m a woman and man has all the liberties.
Some people would call your boss a chauvinist or patriarch for taking advantage of you. But you suffer from an Electra Complex. Growing up without a father has caused penis envy and you are attracted to older men for sexual pleasure. I operated a medical clinic where I had an all female staff of all women mostly young. I heard all their personal issues and became intimately involved with some. Like your situation. I had several girls who were craving attention from a father figure. They were attracted to me in that way. There were days where they could not deal with the stress of things unless they were intimate with me. I spent many hours in my private office with them. Kissing, fondling, fucking but many times they just wanted to worship my rigid 10-inch cock. They would lick it, kiss it , suck me off or jack me off. I tried to always make my cock available to any of my staff who needed it. I feel I was performing a service satisfying needs they could only do in private confidentiality.