My first experience happened in college. I had a classmate, who was older. He had served before going to college. He invited me over to his place, it was made up like an old woman’s home, with lots of furniture. He had a picture of himself. He told me that his mother died and he had kept her furniture.
He showed me his place and in the bedroom he had a large velvet painting he said he got in Las Vegas, an erect golden penis on black velvet. When I turned around, he was in his briefs with an obvious erection. He sat on the bed and patted it and asked me to sit with him. I could not pull myself away and he grabbed my crotch before undoing my belt and letting my pants fall. I got my first blowjob. And the rest is history.
I was totally unable to resist, to not suck his cock, to not hold his hard cock in my hand, to not let him kiss me. Naked on his bed with that golden penis, he made love to me and after fingering me with some lubricant have sex with me.
It bothered me tremendously to have had gay sex with him, but for the life of me I could not stay away from him. I loved being kissed and undressed by him, to be naked on his bed and hold his erect cock in my hand. It still took a long time before I admitted to myself that I was gay too.
