My Mother’s Secret Bedtime Routine Still Haunts Me

I crave oral and it is all my mothers fault.

She started doing it around puberty telling me she knew I had a lot of pent up sexual needs that she would simply take of and loved helping me. I loved it from the first time, she told me she was always available to take care of it and really was, became a bed time routine for me. All thru school, college and early adulthood she was taking care of it and I never wanted to move on or out.

I would get home late and she would pop in asking me if I needed a quick relief and yes was always my answer to her. I would wake up feeling her mouth on me and stretch out with the best wake up call any guy can get.

She passed away three years ago and I miss her so much, not only for the oral but also the great life advice and support getting me thru my master’s degree. Now women I date think I am too needy when it comes to oral, I hope to meet a woman who is addicted to it like my mother was but so far no luck.