I have this situation that I am dealing with. A have a friend I met through work and he has initiated a sexual relationship. I followed, but either way we ended up engaging in sex and I swallowed his semen for him.
He wants me to have the whole experience, and allow him to have anal sex with me. I’m not opposed now, but I was for a long time. I think I might actually enjoy it.
So my problem is: Am I secretly gay, or am I just enjoying a new sexual experience?