I would like to confess to being in love with my much older married boss. I have been in love with him since I first went to work at this company. He has always been nice to me, I consider him my mentor, and I consider myself his mistress.
During those early days, I was barely 22 at the time, we went to a ball game. I showed up at the office to join the group wearing short shorts and a halter top. He became obsessive, denying me, and insisted on taking me home to change into something more appropriate. He stood in my room while I got out of my clothes, and stood in front of him in bra and panties. I stood for a good while, holding the pants I was going to put on. I tossed the pants onto the bed and let my bra off and showed him my tits. I got my panties off and stood totally nude in front of him. He just looked at me.
I turned the bed down, and laid back with my legs apart. What more could I do? I started rubbing myself while he watched. He undid his pants and let them fall and he had an erection and he crawled over me and stuck me. I let out a small whimper and let him fuck me until he was done and got off of me. I told him right then that I considered myself his girlfriend and I needed him to treat me as his girlfriend and take care of me.
We got late to the ball game. I didn’t clean myself before getting dressed and I sat in my wet panties throughout the game. I told him that I was in love with him and I expected him to be in love with me.
I never behaved in a way that would embarrass his wife. I am always respectful. If he passes out after sex when he is with me I call her to let her know I was keeping him overnight for her. I gave him a lot of oral sex, I like that and it relaxes him. It puts him to sleep.
I know that marriage isn’t going to happen, his wife isn’t leaving him, and it would be too expensive to get a divorce. I keep a nice apartment, and always have clean clothes for him. When he is with me I am always affectionate and let him know how much I love him. I want to be the best mistress possible. I would like to get pregnant, I’m going to turn thirty. But I haven’t been able to convince his wife yet.