I, today my relatives encountered when not cleaning the room and they saw a chaotic room with trash. My father was almost crazy and he blamed me why at home without cleaning. But he and my sister did not warn that there would be a meeting at home.
While I was dealing with serious insomnia and I had to take sleeping pills every night to want to sleep. I am obsessed with the mental torture of my father every day. He is always negatively and says the sentences like me will not do anything later, without him, I will die or something, or he will die at any time.
That made me tired and tended to avoid him and narrowed my existence. I think maybe I am depressed or something, because I am psychologically affected by my family, and the past. Love and sex are also affected. Bad.
