I was in an arranged marriage for 11 years. I divorced my husband because of his cheating and although he has had many lovers and is remarried, as a woman my family rejects the idea of me dating or getting remarried. It is the way of my people and culture.
I gained a fair amount of weight and finally decided to get back into the once great shape I was in. Lost 30 pounds and hired an at home personal trainer. He and I did an hour every second day. For my self esteem he coaxed me into wearing spandex and more revealing form fitting clothing. He made me feel beautiful again. When he had time, we would sit and have tea and talk. I told him about my situation and he thought it terrible.
I’ve never enjoyed sex and told him so. My husband took my virginity and sex was always a very quick one sided affair. My trainer asked if I ever had orgasm and my answer was, “I don’t know.” I had read romance novels and know about toys and oral but although I knew about it, never had it. My husband was against anything but vaginal sex.
My trainer is very attractive. He reached over and kissed me and I reciprocated. Before I knew it he and I were naked and his lips, hands and fingers were all over me. When his mouth reached my vulva my head was spinning. It did not take long before I found myself pulling his head hard to my pussy as I had my very first orgasm. My God it was amazing! I knew now why he said that if I didn’t know if I’ve ever had one meant I never had one. It was embarrassingly intense.
He placed his penis to my mouth and although I fantasized about sucking a man off I now got to and absolutely loved pleasing him. Watching his face as he came. So exciting. We have sex every time he comes over. We train, make love and then shower together. He is a Christian and white so it will never be for us but we enjoy it as we can.
