I am a 62 year old white male who has always had feelings of bisexuality. I am not attracted to men but I have always loved the male penis. I fantasize about performing oral sex on a man and want him to have anal sex with me. I want to dress up in panties and lingerie for him. I am very manly but have a very feminine side I don’t understand. I have never acted on my feelings but every time I masturbate it’s to the same fantasy. I have used dildos on myself and have let girlfriends use strap ons on me. I just can’t come to grips with my feelings. I think I am bisexual but can’t ever see myself in a relationship with a man. Please help me.
