I do not feel comfortable around sports people because I am really inside a sensitive person who does not like to be placed in the position to hurt people and I am not really a competitive person. I don’t see the world with a killer instinct but having got out of living in denial for so long that I had a extended family that cared about me to find out they were really a bunch of sadistic pedos against me imprisoning me into a life of hell with a dirty old man for 10 years from the age of 4 or 5 … I lived a very closed in and sort of protected life but not because I was sexualized so young and I had to hide it. it was all centred around terrorfying fear that it would get found out and I would be punished…
I NOW SEE THAT THOSE AROUND ME HAD A KILLER INSTINCT AGAINST ME WHEN I WAS SO YOUNG… THEY ALWAYS CALLE D ME UGLY AND MADE ME LOOK FAT AND UGLY IMPRISONED TO A DIRTY DRUNK OLD PEDO!!!!
YEH, THEY KILLED ME AND JOYCE POOPTER POO RTER HELPED THEM KILL ME AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!
I COULD KILL JOYCE IF I SAW HER IN A SHOP OR AROUND I COULD NOT GUARENTEE THAT I WOULD NOT WANT TO BASH HER FACE IN FOR HER, OR MY RELATIVES FOR IMPRISONING ME FROM THE AGE OF 5 WITH A DIRTY OLD PEDO… AND NO FRIENDS.
