In high school I discovered porn. A friend had some VHS tapes and a player, pretty raw gay porn. He jerked off, I dreamed of being the guy sucking dick. That was gay, so I didn’t voice my secret desire.
Move along to college, my freshman roommate Greg was the man about town. All the girls wanted to date him. One cold rainy afternoon he walked around in his tight white underpants, his penis clearly outlined. He caught me staring, he called me a queer, and I put my mouth around it. He lowered his underpants, and his penis popped out, half erect, and I put his penis in my mouth.
I was gay, I sucked on him, and turned to let him stick it in my ass. Little did I know until that afternoon that gay went both ways, he wanted me to suck him, and he wanted to fuck me in the ass. He didn’t like girls, he liked naked guys.