I was a virgin or still am…unsure. I’ve given head and I’ve been fingered.
I’m in my early 20s. I was on a date with a guy. I told him I don’t want to do much like actual fucking part but he didn’t listen and shoved at least an inch into me.
It was painful. I shoved him off and now I’m not sure how to feel about the whole thing. He didn’t fully penetrate me nor did he thrust enough to reach fully inside me.
Physically I don’t care if I’m a virgin or not but mentally I’m not sure what would I be, and the conflict of him forcing himself on me doesn’t help me rationalise…
