Hi. I’m a 24 year old unemployed girl. I said that I will do MBA to escape from the toxic job. I really don’t have any interest and energy to do another masters. I already have a master’s degree in Nutrition.
But my dad is not encouraging me to do any jobs related to my degree because he thinks that the jobs are small. It’s been 2 months since I quit my corporate job. I still couldn’t figure out what to do. I can figure out but I don’t confidence in me as I grew in a toxic environment.
Isn’t it funny when the people ruined your life comes and asks you why are you being this. I don’t know what to answer for that. Shall I just say you are reason? No, that will be disrespecting. So, I just shut my mouth even today. Not even a word comes out except tears.
I sometimes pity myself and I also get angry and blame everything on myself because I don’t have anyone to share what I’m actually thinking and going through. I just want to escape from this life but cannot. So, I’m just surviving. But soon I’ll fall. This time I don’t think I can get up this time.
