I never should have dated the YouTuber I dated. I thought it would be cool to date a YouTuber, and thought that the things that made her infamous were wildly exaggerated because the girl I was texting and facetiming seemed so sweet, but I was so dumb for falling for that act and all the lovebombing.
Yes, the YouTuber I dated slapped me, and I pushed her down to get away from her because she tried to choke me. She did have a knife because she threatened to hurt me first, and when she saw that I was gray rocking her, which I didn’t even know was a thing because I was just so tired of her bullshit and was shutting down, she threatened to kill herself instead.
There were other things that should’ve been final straws for me, like when she threatened to call the police on me during an argument so they would shoot me down, calling me the N word more than once, and pushing me to give her my pins to my phone and laptop because her friend let her do it. She was the worst mistake of my life.
