I Am So Shattered.. I Feel Like Dying

I feel so lifeless at this point of time… I am a girl and i got suspended for two weeks along with four boys. One girl has filed case against us regarding her harassment. Without any given proofs they given us the suspension order as a girl its demeaning for me. University is not even listening to us. They have postponed my exam and I dont know when it will happen. I am so shattered.. I feel like dying.. I am trying to move on but as a women its so demeaning i cant tell you. Due to this I got two panic attacks on one day. I feel nothing.. I feel dead from inside..