I am a cheater and always have been. I cheated on my first boyfriend with his best friend and lost my virginity to him. In a panic because we didn’t use protection I called my boyfriend up to come over and we had sex for the first time. I didn’t get pregnant and he never knew why I called him that night but I learned how exciting it was to play this game between men.
I have cheated on every man I have ever been involved with and only once got caught. I was engaged to a guy and seeing another one on the side. One night I was picking out flower arrangements and got a call from an ex. He said he wanted to drop off some things I had left at his house. He came over and we talked, we drank wine and we had fantastic sex then fell asleep. I woke up the next morning with him next to me. Jeff, the man I was to marry had a key to my apartment and had let himself in. He was standing at the foot of the bed. He had no expression on his face, he just stood there staring at me. I started to say something he raised his hand and shook his head then left. I tried to call, text and email him. He sent his sister over to pick up the ring and some stuff. She looked like she wanted to hurt me but didn’t. She did call me a slut as she left.
I have never ever been with a man I didn’t cheat on even if I loved them. First marriage I swore I would be faithful, that lasted almost a year. Went to a bachelorette party got wasted and wound up screwing a dancer at the club. All my friends knew I did it and some told their husbands but mine never found out. From there on I went from affair to affair and just couldn’t handle being married so I divorced him.
Four years of insane sexual experiments. Men, women, groups I did it all. I even met a guy that was into that lifestyle. He actually encouraged me to have sex with other men and only wanted to know if I did. I still had sex with men without telling him, that was what I wanted. The sneaking around, the fear of being caught.
I am single with five different lovers and still open to others.
