I think I misread my manager during the company outing. I told him I was available anytime he wanted it, meaning sexual pleasure for him. I thought he was flirting with me and he is in his late thirties and I am in my fifties so I thought yeah this could be fun for both of us. When I told him that I absolutely love swallow he got this serious look on his face then asked me what I thought he was talking about, I told him I thought he wanted to play around. He turned around and walked away, we have not said much to each other since then.