I am a 38 year old man, I don’t have a bad body, I am 175 cm tall and I weigh 65 kg, I have a good face. This is the first time I am telling this. I had a relationship with my brother, a relationship that was two-way, but then I decided to be the Bottom, we had sex about once or twice a year and this relationship lasted about 15 years and ended after we got married to women, but he never took care of me during sex and just did his own thing.
When we were in a relationship I tried my best to make him cum. All the sex was done the way he wanted me to. I was a slave who listened. I swear if he asked me to suck the cock of 100 men, I would have agreed so that he could see me and know that I loved him. He never realized that I loved him. Now, after 15 years of not having a relationship and after asking for a picture of my ex-wife, he offered me to suck his cock. I refused. I went to my room. But a few minutes later I went to him and lay face down on the floor. I pulled down my pants and told him to fuck me. He said no. I just want you to suck my cock. But I told him no. He could fuck me just to make him feel better.
I expected him to attack me and fill my ass with cum. But he lay down and slept, even though he knew that he might never see my ass again. I hate him. He is a mean bitch. Now that I remember, he only fucked me once. He wanted to have sex with me because he didn’t have a girlfriend. Of course, I prepared myself for sex several times, but he rejected my offer. He’s the only one who fucked me because I was afraid that others would find out that I’d never had sex with another man. He’s the one who took my ass, so I have every right to miss him again.