It was a surprise to me that some guys sucked dicks. I suppose I grew up protected. But it intrigued me, and I was attracted to those men. At work, I was a front desk clerk at a hotel, an older man, older than fifty took me under his wing to teach me. Another front desk clerk told me to be careful, when I asked why he said ‘you’ll learn’. One Saturday afternoon, I was working 3-11 he mentioned that he had something he thought I would like and invited me to his apartment.
He had magazines in other languages, still pictures of men’s cocks, pictures of men kissing. He ran his fingers through my hair and kissed me. He set beside me as we looked at all the dirty pictures. So many cocks, men with cocks in their mouths. Another long kiss, and an invitation to suck him. It turned out I was one of those guys who liked men and dicks and fucking.
