This is not for everyone so stop reading if you are not understanding. From my earliest memory I did not like my mother. I hate her now and was glad when she left. I’m female and an only child.
Mom obviously did not want me but Daddy adored me and it occurred to me at a very young age. She never gave me any love or attention but Daddy was always taking care of me. He fed me, cleaned me, clothed me and made sure I was taken care of.
He would read to me and we would look at animal pictures and all I could remember about her is the constant yelling and complaining. Still hate her. Daddy bathed me, of course and nothing inappropriate ever happened.
When I was about 5 years old I saw him naked for the first time and all I could think about was that “elephant trunk” where I didn’t have one. “It’s what boys have” is what he said when I asked about it. Done deal at the time. No big deal.
Found out that boys and girls are different. Matter of fact. Months later I remember being very sick and Daddy took me to the doctor, got medicine, yada..yada. That night I woke up in the middle of the night with a high fever and feeling dizzy.
Of course, I wanted Daddy because he always took care of me. I needed him. I walked up to the bedroom door and Mommy had his “elephant trunk” in her mouth and sucking on it and it was HUGE. Much bigger than what I saw before.
He was begging her to let him “go” in her mouth which I found out later he said “cum” in her mouth. I was feverish at the time. I remember them fighting/yelling at each other and I went back to my room. They didn’t see me.
I thought she was being very mean to him like she was to me most of the time. Soon after she moved away and never came back. After that I was obsessed with his penis.
I wanted to see it, touch it and tell him he can “go” in my mouth. Daddy was a good man, successful and caring. Every chance I got would make excuses just to see him naked. Had to use the bathroom while he showered or needed something while he dressed.
One night I timed it purposely when her got out of the shower, ran into the bathroom and grabbed it in my mouth while he was drying his hair. He freaked out, understandably. Told him what I saw the night I was sick and he told me that’s what grown ups do, not kids.
Made me want not to be a “kid”. He begged Mommy to let him go in her mouth and I was determined to do that for him just because she was so mean to both of us and I loved him. He would not have to beg me!
On occasion they would let me sleep in bed with them until Mommy left. “Only grown ups do that” and I wanted to be his grown up. 7 years old and loved him more than anything and fascinated about his manhood.
We had a party at home one night with neighbors and he obviously drank to much. That night like almost every night I wanted to do what Mommy would not, did not know but I sure found out!and no regrets since.
I sneak in bed and got under the cover, pulled his boxers down and started sucking on the elephant trunk laying my head on his stomach. Next thing I remember is light peaking through the curtains Daddy moving and barely having the tip of it in my mouth.
IT WAS HUGE! I sucked as hard as I could and he woke up freaking, of course. He pushed me away and I told him he can go in my mouth, I’m not like mommy.
He jumped out of bed and walked around trying to cover himself. It was wagging around like a pole sticking off his body swinging around bigger than I ever imagined but I was determined. Told him I wanted him to “go” in my mouth.
After pacing around a few moments and scratching his head he finally said OK. Looking back on it he was horny as hell and needed relief after I was sucking on it for 2 hours or more(in our sleep).
Will never forget, could barely get it in my mouth and I sucked so hard until it started a heartbeat all it’s own and suddenly a mouthful of salty p. Thought he was peing in my mouth that first time.
I finally got what I dreamed about. I found out why he begged Mommy to ‘go” in her mouth. Anytime he wants it. I love Daddy because he is always there for me.
I will suck that big fat cock, only for Daddy. He deserves it. We have a very comfortable life. And then, he took my virginity, but that’s a different story. My 12th birthday.
