How I became a cock sucker. I am a bi married male, 50 yrs old. My wife doesn’t know it, but, I love cock. I am not attracted to men, I just want to feel their hard cock pulsing as it fills my mouth, throat, or ass.
It all started when I was in high school, me and my cousin hung out and lifted weights together all the time. He was a year younger than me and had an older brother that was 2 years older than me.
I was fascinated by cocks from the first time I saw one in a porno mag, I always wanted to see the mags that had men and women fucking so I could see the cocks.
When me and my cousin worked out we both went shirtless and only wear workout shorts. Well my cousin, we will call him [REDACTED], had a really big cock, the reason I knew this is because when he would spot me when I was on the bench press I could see the head of his cock sticking out. I never told him I could see it because I was afraid that he would wear different shorts or do something to keep me from seeing it. A lot of times I would act like I couldn’t lift the weight so he would move in closer so I could get a better view, a couple times his cock head actually touched my head. This went on for a few months.
One day he was spotting me and he must have been a little horny or something because his dick head was sticking all the way out of his shorts. Me seeing this, I couldn’t take my eyes off of it which made my cock start to get hard. As my shorts started to tent I was afraid he would notice so I acted like I couldn’t lift the weight, it was 250 lbs. which for him to help me he had to step in where his cock head would be right over my forehead, and as he struggled to help me lift the weight his cock head was being dragged across my forehead.
I had day dreamed about such a scenario for the longest time. And had done a lot of thinking about it, in the fact that if he didn’t want me to see his cock why did he always wear shorts that would show it off. I had convinced myself that if I made the first move that he would let me play with and suck his cock… but that was what I had wanted to believe.
When we finally had the weight bar back on the bench his cock head was still laying on my head. I couldn’t stop my self, my hands left the bar and went straight for his cock at the same time I scooted and tilted my head back and as soon as my right hand had a hold of his cock I pulled it to my mouth. I got the head in just as he pulled back and asked what the hell are you doing!?!? I sit up on the bench and said, “I was going to give you a blow job if you like.” He said, “Sorry cuz, I am not gay.” I told him that I wasn’t gay either, that I had never done anything with a guy before, but seeing his cock hanging out of his shorts every time we worked out had me wondering what it would be like to suck it. He told me he was sorry but he didn’t want that to happen. I told him it was cool, and that if he could for get it, I would too.
He assured me that he was cool and promised me he wouldn’t tell anyone about what had happened.
Well a couple days later we were working out and he told me that he had to cut it short because he had some work to do for his dad but if I wanted to I could stay and finish. I told him I was going to do a few more reps. As I was finishing up I heard someone coming down the hall, I thought it would be [REDACTED] coming back, but it was his older brother [REDACTED], and he was completely naked with a big beautiful 8 or so inch cock sticking straight out.
I was sitting on the bench as he came in, he made a b-line straight for me and grabbed the back of my head and guided my mouth to his hard cock. I opened my mouth and took in as much as I could, I took my right hand and started stroking the shaft as I sucked and licked his cock head. He was pulling on the back of my head trying to get it deeper in me. This was the first time I had actual tried giving a blow job so it was a bit awkward. I kept trying to get him in deeper but kept gagging.
I remembered read about how to deep throat and that I should try sticking out my tongue as his cock head hit the back of my throat, I did this and his cock head popped down into my throat… it was amazing, he moaned real loud as I was trying to moan because it felt so good, he kept holding me there for a few seconds, the pulled his cock out to where the head was on my tongue, then went back into my throat again, but this time he started cumming, I felt his cock pulsing over and over as it shot his cum straight down my throat. When he finished cumming he pulled out and I sucked and cleaned his cock off before he was completely out of my mouth.
He told me that I did a good job for the first time I had blown anyone, I thanked him and asked how did he know I would suck his cock? He told me that his brother had told him about me trying to suck his cock. He said, don’t worry I don’t think he will tell anyone else, it’s just that we tell each other everything. I asked if he was going to tell his brother about this, he said that he wouldn’t because his brother didn’t get it.
He proceeded to tell me that he had sucked a couple of cocks and had been sucked by several different guys since he had gotten his drivers license. I ask if he had ever fucked a guy, he said that he had not but wanted to try it, I asked how long does it take for you to get hard again? I will tell about how long it took in my next posting… but that was how I sucked my first cock… it started with a straight guys head then went to his brothers cock fucking my throat…
