I secretly am lusting for my best friend. When we first met, it was the sexual attraction that dominated our interactions. The air was thick and left us both tense and wanting each other.
It’s a year later and we’ve been intimate twice, but my friend has grown to love me more than lust for me while I am in a lustful frenzy for him. The time between us alone gets us both tense but we try our best to play like we aren’t attracted to each other. Sometimes he’ll gently grab my neck or hold my wrist when we are in the car or we find some way to touch when we are out together.
I’m very much so am eager to continue being intimate with him, but I think the tension may be too much for both of us.
