My wife, 27, I am 35, has changed me and turned me into I don’t know how to explain. She is very demanding, like a boss. She dresses up and flirts when out and has me watch. And takes me now to gay areas. At home she’s always telling me that I should try cock. I’m not interested in men but she insists. I want to see your expression while a man wanks you off she told me. Won’t you, for me she says. I just want to see your cock in a man’s mouth she says.
This was six months ago. It even crossed my mind to divorce her at one point but then everything changed.
I was out on my own sitting in a park and a man came up to me, sat down and told me I looked stressed out. He told me a coffee would help.
He had a car nearby and I knew it was strange but curiosity won. I went with him and in his car he started touching my leg and kept telling me it’s okay he won’t hurt me. And I couldn’t fight back so after three times he had his hand on my leg I just said to him it’s okay now.
He told me not to worry, I told him I am married, he said its okay no one will know. He rubbed so much I was hard and tried to hide it but he said it’s okay I don’t have to.
He took me to his house about 20 minutes away. It was tiny. Inside he took me straight to a room at the back of the house. No windows.
Inside the room was a table and two chairs, nothing else. I sat on one and he brought the other chair next to me.
In a soft voice he said I’m going to help you relax and if you change your mind just tell me and I’ll take you back to the park.
I said, what are you going to do? Trust me I think you’ll enjoy this. I’m going to wank you off and if you don’t mind I want to suck on your cock too.
I didn’t answer but he did exactly that. He was very right after I was totally relaxed. He took me back to the park and left me his number.
When I eventually arrived home and my wife started again about the cock thing I told her about that man and asked her how did she know. A woman’s intuition she said and I know you enjoyed it too.
Since then we go to that man’s house a lot. She watches him wank me off and even says things like come on now shoot that load in his mouth, edging us on. Go on she says to the man, pump it harder he likes that.
Now there’s more than one man, all older, most married too. She has me dress like a sissy boy which is I guess what I am now.
She doesn’t know that when she’s at work I go to other men’s houses, there’s another 3 she doesn’t know about. Maybe I’ll tell her one day.
This is my confession. I am a sissy boy, married to a mistress who gets a kick out of watching men wank men.
We are okay now, all is good.
