My sister is 4 years older than me, and when we went to our grandparents we always slept in the same bed. We were in bed one night and I woke to her rubbing my erection. I didn’t say anything I just lay there and let her. After a while she moved me between her legs both in our underwear and ground me against her until she came.
That was our first time, she and I had full sex many times through the years all 3 holes, but the first and last time is the clearest to me all the ones in the middle are kind of a blur. She was always the initiator even when I wanted to do it, I waited on her. She and I have never had a conversation about what we did other than instructional on what we wanted.
Even now I wonder how she never got pregnant we only used condoms to minimize clean up; I can’t even count how many times I came in her.
We stopped the summer I was going to high school, and she was going to college. She came to my room with a damp white face towel, she always brought that for cleanup when she sucked me off. She did her thing and I offered to do her but she said she was on, that was the last time and we never did it again.
I guess I was molested but I suppose it’s a matter of perspective because I don’t feel I was harmed in any way. I have always known my sister loves me, I remember starting school and this kid picking on me, my sister caught him and slapped him so hard it sounded like a firecracker then told him she would punch him in the face if he ever touched me again. That got around and nobody messed with me anymore.
I learned so much about women from her, I hear guys complaining about their women, but I have never had the same issues I always get what I want from women, it’s always about how you treat them and make them feel. A woman will do anything for you if they think you are worthy and deserving of it.
I have taken lots of anal cherries and a few vaginal, you just have to push the right buttons. When I have anal sex with a woman I do it the way my sister liked to do it and it seems most women like it that way as well.
She just turned 50 and we have never had a conversation about those days but one day a couple of years ago she did say to me that her neighbor saw me coming to her house and thought I was her side piece. She said I told her that’s my brother I guess she thought we was into incest or something. I sometimes wonder if she was trying to tell me something when she said that but the way she said it wasn’t playful it was like she was insulted so I left it alone.
I’m not attracted to my sister sexually anymore and haven’t been in years it’s hard to even imagine how hard I use get for her. If she came to me for sex I probably could do it but I doubt I could get an erection without stimulation. It would be like screwing somebody you have zero attraction to.
I certainly empathize with people that came out of similar experiences on the negative side, but I know that it helped me all the way around. It made me confident; I didn’t have to chase girls or concern myself to much with them or what they thought of me. I focused on my grades; my sister helped me with that as well. Going through puberty was a breeze since I had access to sex. My sister never told me to not say anything maybe she knew I wouldn’t but now as an adult I know that we were just a couple of horny kids and I have no animosity towards her for using my body to experiment with we both enjoyed it.
I was a teenager when I found out that our parents had a porn collection that my sister had access to for years. It was all books, vhs tapes and a couple of toys, I suppose our sex drives was genetic we had horny parents lol.
I don’t feel like my sister took advantage of me at all, she never forced me or made me feel like I had to. I was always more concerned that she would stop. Like I said, she always initiated it but that wasn’t because I didn’t want to do it, there was times I wanted her so bad but always waited for her. That first time she put me between her legs I was disappointed when she moved me off her it felt good being there. I know now that she came and speaking of that she had the most intense orgasms of woman I have ever been with. There was no mistaking when my sister came, she had intense jerking spasms, she would sometimes cut the inside of my mouth if I was giving her head. I never told her I liked making her cum and was afraid she would stop me.
I ask myself who would I be if she hadn’t touched me and it’s hard to believe I would be a better person for it. Would I get with the wrong crowd trying to get some girls attention? Would I have ever earned a scholarship? Would I be that guy complaining about his lady not being willing to satisfy him in some way? I just know that the man I am is largely because of her. When I got with the first girl that wasn’t her I knew what I was doing and she knew it too lol, she commented that you are too good at this when I unfastened her bra with one hand.
I went to college on academic full ride scholarship, had sex with lots of beautiful women many of them in all 3 holes and married a beautiful woman. I have a good relationship with my sister we talk every week I sometimes wonder if she sometimes feel guilty I hope she doesn’t.
