For the past 5 months, I've been falling
in and out of love with my best guy friend. I found out around 3 months ago that he was in love with me, but never told me. He even wrote some songs for me,
but he never really told me who they were about. I just want to be able to be with him so badly, but there are so many barriers that are put up between the
both of us. Every time I see him I feel this connection between us, and I think he knows that I secretly love him, but no one will do anything about it.
I want him to be happy, and I talk to him about all my problems, and vice versa. He's the one I turn to when I'm crying and need someone to talk
to. We're so much alike and I can't help but want to be with him. He's so funny and spontaneous and FUN to be around, and I wish I had the courage
to just face him and tell him my true feelings.
I love him.
More than anything else, I love him.