Six months I was an awesome Church Girl! I was involved in three different small groups and attended weekly services. I volunteered in the children ministry and led the greeting team. I had my daily quiet time and read the Bible. All my friends were Christian, and we avoided sin as much as possible. I even stopped wearing colored contacts and skirts so I can be more pure and natural. Boy did that change.
I don’t hang out with my Christian friends, I drink, I party, I even did coke for the first time a few weeks back (I’m never doing a drug again). I love boys more than ever and I love to dance! Of course I believe in God, and I pray everyday. I just hear the Holy Spirit telling me I’m bad. I’m sorry, but I’m loving my youth so much now. God, forgive me, I love you, you know it, I know it.
we both do have some in common but mine was like i was a Church Gal 4years ago. and since now i still go to party, smoke, drink, and so lot more. every body got reasons for something me i got to.
just remember God is a loving and forgiving Father. ^_^ we just kinda being a compromiser just a little...
Reply by:Clean Sh!t (Female) On: 2010-07-27 11:56:20
hurt loved once
This confession is very different then others because i had not done until now.But in future i will going to destroy a Mans life completely not matter where he is right now because my dear love would suffer because of you. No matter where you are i urge please pray to GOD that i will cause u lot of pain and you would dear it well.Since you don't know anything about the feeling of our dear loved once.I just pray that it won't happened in future but if it happen anyhow then, Nobody in this world would be able to help you at time time after all it would be payback time.