i dont know what to say, but its done alread y. i make all this mess for him. until now i said i want to change but yet im still stuck from my past experiences. I said i trust but me myself cant be trusted. i turned out the best thing i had into bad. I just cant believe how it slip away in 1sec. I know what i deserve. but i jaz want him to know until this very moment, i lied yeah i admit, but i never really mean it. i love you so much its jaz that i cant show to you this kind of love i have in my heart. im sorry mohammed.