I Manipulated My Best Friend Into A Teen Gay Sex Affair
We were best friends since grade school. I was almost 2 years older which made me the natural alpha and leader. He looked up to me like a big brother and he admired me. I knew that and I used it and also my position of power over him to seduce him and get him to have gay sex with me. The seduction game lasted almost an entire year. He finally went for it on my 13th birthday and we hooked up over 100 times for almost six years.
I never used force and I never pressured him into doing what he really didn't want to do. I never had to - because he was into it when I made my first subtle move, and we both knew he did. And it was obvious that he loved my big 8 inch dick and he loved to hold it and stroke it and to make me come and what he liked the most was to watch me shoot my load of jizz because he knew he was the one who caused it to happen.
He developed a crush on me when our affair began. He never told me that he did but it was easy for me to figure it out. I manipulated his feelings for me to get the sex I wanted with him. I once told him I had "feelings" for him that felt like being in love - which wasn't exactly true - I did have feelings of intimacy and tenderness for my friend and sexual prey but they never were enough to make me think I was in love with him.
He was a reluctant cock loving part-time closet fag and he struggled with guilt and gay denial issues which I didn't have at all. He often said no to me when I asked him to fool around and I think he liked having the power that gave him over me but he almost always gave in and got naked with me a few minutes later. That's because he loved my big dick and his gay urges were stronger than his guilt and repression issues.
I'm sure that he really was in love with me for a while but that faded away over time and my manipulation of his feelings of love for me didn't hurt him in any way. But I still feel bad more than 40 years later for deceiving and using my best friend that way.
